Longing
Wednesday, December 13th, 2006
i miss him. There are so many times during the day that my mind tries to tell my heart that he is still here. then the pain in my heart reminds me that he is really gone. i miss his voice and his smile. his laughter and his hugs. God has chosen to take my big brother away from me. he has chosen to take my heart and test it. God has chosen to bring me closer to him. through this whole thing, God has been the only constant in my life. He has been the only one that has kept me from falling apart. i hate that you never know how much someone means to you until they are gone. take a look at who you have around you. take a good long look…why are they in your life? why has God given you the opportunity to know them? Do you love your family like you should? Do they know you love them? Don’t be forced to learn this lesson by losing someone. Love everyone today. Love them now.
i am blessed.
– Ginner